Jack had stayed up all night after In and Out had closed, thinking over a glass, or two, or scotch. He had the keys to the place and told the bartender working he'd close up. He meant to do it before sunrise, but his thoughts kept him there, staring into amber liquid as the intervening hours stretched lazily and sauntered by.
Only when he noticed the sky lightening through one of the windows did he finally get up. After washing his glass out, he dried it and put it away, then shrugged into his wool coat and locked up. Hands deep in his pockets, he cast a glance toward the hotel, limned in frost and the beginning gleams of golden light, then turned toward the park, planning to watch the sun rise the rest of the way and then maybe grab some breakfast at the waffle place or cafe before heading home and crashing--if he could manage to sleep, then. His mind had been too rattled for too long now, this second chance of his feeling somewhat empty these days, though he wasn't quite sure why. Maybe having your illusions ripped away could do that, but he thought war had rid him of any he had left. It was something of a surprise to realize he'd still carried a few around, and now they were all turned upside down and inside out.
He found a tree to lean against, facing east, and found himself longing for a cigarette, even though he rarely indulged. With nothing else to do, he sighed, and watched the sun work its way up, changing the sky from grey to gold to blue in a slow cascade that he had to be grateful to see, no matter how confusing everything else had become.